Embarking on a new journey with this website, there’s a deep desire to follow intuition. So, today there’s so much motivation to do the next steps whatever those steps may be, however small they seem to be. However, it literally feels like I am swimming in mud. My energy is low and the whole body feels like it just wants to go back to sleep.

So what an opportunity for deep contemplation! My question to my own inner intuition is what is this and can there be anything done about it.

What I received was: S.T.O.P. An acronym for Surrender to Open Peace.

What is this surrender? Just to be here now with exactly what is. In this case a feeling of swimming in mud. What’s it like to fully embrace this dense, heavy, pressing-down energy?

And for the open, it feels like being open to all possibilities and even the possibility of Peace. Perhaps even peace right here in the middle of this energetic happening. What if it’s true, that peace is already here now?

So, what did I end up doing? I went to a park and had an invigorating walk/run. Gazed at sundogs and imagined they were the outer rings of a portal to the sun. Then, I proceeded to swing on the swings for about 15 minutes and felt like a kid again, rejuvenated. The spring was back in my step and the bliss was back in my being. Haha, as if it ever left! It’s only that it was temporarily obscured by the swimming in mud-feeling.

I saw a lady walking by who looked so downcast. I thought to myself she could really use an “embrace your doldrums meditation”. Her demeanor ended up being an inspiration for me for my next meditation to make.

I am realizing that with each meditation I make it’s the step-by-step how-to be “Centered in Bliss”. The first meditation was embracing the gift of fear. That fear is actually a gift from Shakti. Then the second meditation made was how to be with unworthiness. I am walking myself and anyone who wants out of the nightmare and into Bliss to join me. Let’s see how this Living Mystery unfolds.